July 17, 2023
found in glasgow.
a plaque for john a. macdonald.
not torn down, not defaced—
just waiting.
quiet.
official.
the story is familiar.
lawyer. prime minister. nation-builder.
but here, the stones don’t pretend neutrality.
they know what they financed.
this isn’t a canadian monument.
it’s an imperial one.
because macdonald didn’t just build a country—
he extended a project.
settler logic made portable.
the plaques change languages,
but the story stays the same.
the empire loops.
it doesn’t end.
it reappears in bronze and sandstone,
across oceans,
still naming itself as legacy
instead of violence.
# glasgow
# refusals # traces # blackness # drift
July 17, 2023
spotted in a museum across the ocean.
a totem pole
far from the coast from which it came.
the plaque talked about artistry.
not land.
not theft.
not how many hands it passed through
before arriving here, under spotlights.
i didn’t read the full description.
didn’t want to.
the object already said more than the label ever could.
some things don’t lose power
just because they’ve been displaced.
# glasgow
# drift # refusals # traces # blackness # fragments
February 10, 2023
kjipuktuk.
winter sun.
i spoke in french,
and this time, it felt right.
not a defence.
not a performance.
just a moment of saying it
like i meant it.
# kjipuktuk
# holdings # blackness # queerness # drift
December 5, 2022
the symmetry felt like a question
no one was answering.
no one else on the platform.
just the hum of something approaching
but not yet here.
sometimes the wait stretches
longer than the journey.
sometimes the quiet
is what stays with you.
# washingtondc
# drift # surfaces # fragments # traces
December 3, 2022
i sat and cried.
not loudly.
just enough to feel it leave my body
a little at a time.
an older woman beside me
was crying too.
i passed her a tissue.
we didn’t speak.
above us: the water fell,
the light held.
a circle that didn’t ask anything from us.
grief moved between strangers.
not for explanation.
not for closure.
just to be felt
together.
# washingtondc
# drift # holdings # blackness # fragments # surfaces
December 3, 2022
left lisbon.
mozambique.
maranhão.
it’s written cleanly,
like logistics.
like movement is neutral.
but this isn’t a voyage.
it’s a structure.
i stood in dc,
beneath that sentence carved into the wall,
and felt how small
archives can make the wound.
western cape archives, south africa.
reference number.
no names.
the record survives.
the people were meant not to.
# washingtondc
# traces # blackness # fragments # refusals # drift
October 20, 2022
they want our names
on brochures, on panels,
in dei reports and photo ops.
but when we ask for a living wage—
suddenly, there’s no budget.
we are not the brand.
we’re the labour.
the wind caught the flag just right.
not dramatic,
just visible.
like it was saying
we’re still here.
we’re not backing down.
nothing about this was symbolic.
it was material.
and we were many.
# kjipuktuk
# refusals # holdings # blackness # fragments # drift
May 8, 2022
not a burden.
not a task.
just the feel of small arms around your shoulders
and the weight of someone who trusts you
without question.
we walked like this for a while.
no rush.
no reason to explain it.
sometimes care is this simple—
a body held steady,
a sidewalk warming in the sun,
and the quiet joy
of being leaned on
without breaking.
# kjipuktuk
# holdings # blackness # surfaces # fragments # drift
July 4, 2021
no sirens.
no slogans.
just fabric,
thread,
and a sentence that refuses.
it didn’t need to shout.
it just held its place.
between shadow and sunlight,
between the kids and the street.
not everything needs to escalate.
sometimes you hang the banner
and let it breathe.
# tiohtiàke
# refusals # fragments # blackness # surfaces # drift
December 7, 2020
first birthday in lockdown.
three candles,
a wooden tray,
a cake too beautiful to eat fast.
no party.
no gathering.
just this—
a soft pause at the end of a year
that didn’t make sense.
i didn’t wish for anything big.
just to stay close
to whatever still felt like care.
# tkaronto
# drift # holdings # fragments # surfaces