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    <title>surfaces &amp;mdash; drift</title>
    <link>https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:surfaces</link>
    <description>a living record of black queer drift, held in fragments, traces, and quiet refusals across cities, surfaces, and days.</description>
    <pubDate>Wed, 29 Apr 2026 17:25:44 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>surfaces &amp;mdash; drift</title>
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      <title>surfaces</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;light catching on ledges&#xA;before it settles&#xA;&#xA;stone holds it&#xA;then lets it go&#xA;&#xA;glass refuses the gesture,&#xA;keeps everything moving&#xA;&#xA;a figure caught in the wall,&#xA;holding what arrives&#xA;unchanged&#xA;&#xA;below, the street moves through it&#xA;slowly&#xA;&#xA;as if nothing here&#xA;is meant to stay—&#xA;and still something does&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#traces #surfaces #holdings]]&gt;</description>
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<p>light catching on ledges
before it settles</p>

<p>stone holds it
then lets it go</p>

<p>glass refuses the gesture,
keeps everything moving</p>

<p>a figure caught in the wall,
holding what arrives
unchanged</p>

<p>below, the street moves through it
slowly</p>

<p>as if nothing here
is meant to stay—
and still something does</p>

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      <pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2026 21:22:23 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>unauthorized pause</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;a worker stepped outside&#xA;and the building gave him up&#xA;for the length of a cigarette.&#xA;&#xA;smoke lifted,&#xA;thin enough to pass inspection.&#xA;&#xA;i sat across the way,&#xA;waiting,&#xA;where nothing was required of me.&#xA;&#xA;the door closed&#xA;and kept its number.&#xA;&#xA;someone walked through&#xA;the place the smoke marked.&#xA;&#xA;the street resumed&#xA;without remembering us.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke &#xA;#traces #surfaces #walks #holdings]]&gt;</description>
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<p>a worker stepped outside
and the building gave him up
for the length of a cigarette.</p>

<p>smoke lifted,
thin enough to pass inspection.</p>

<p>i sat across the way,
waiting,
where nothing was required of me.</p>

<p>the door closed
and kept its number.</p>

<p>someone walked through
the place the smoke marked.</p>

<p>the street resumed
without remembering us.</p>

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      <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2025 00:07:05 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>what stayed</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;i moved how the land moved&#xA;low light over burnt slopes&#xA;a single trunk split open&#xA;but still standing&#xA;&#xA;the ocean didn’t ask for me&#xA;but it didn’t leave&#xA;the train curved&#xA;and my breath caught up&#xA;&#xA;my chest found space&#xA;the seat held my weight&#xA;the hum matched the rhythm&#xA;i didn’t know i was waiting for&#xA;&#xA;i followed what stayed&#xA;what didn’t flinch&#xA;what made room&#xA;without asking me to fold&#xA;&#xA;ease came in through the ribs&#xA;like memory&#xA;like a name i used to know&#xA;&#xA;not escape&#xA;not softness&#xA;just the truth&#xA;of a body&#xA;finally unbraced&#xA;&#xA;i met myself&#xA;in the quiet&#xA;before the next turn&#xA;&#xA;jasper&#xA;#traces #surfaces #drift]]&gt;</description>
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<p>i moved how the land moved
low light over burnt slopes
a single trunk split open
but still standing</p>

<p>the ocean didn’t ask for me
but it didn’t leave
the train curved
and my breath caught up</p>

<p>my chest found space
the seat held my weight
the hum matched the rhythm
i didn’t know i was waiting for</p>

<p>i followed what stayed
what didn’t flinch
what made room
without asking me to fold</p>

<p>ease came in through the ribs
like memory
like a name i used to know</p>

<p>not escape
not softness
just the truth
of a body
finally unbraced</p>

<p>i met myself
in the quiet
before the next turn</p>

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      <pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2025 22:29:14 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>juice and ruin</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[you pulled me back in&#xA;before i’d even stood all the way up&#xA;hand in my hair&#xA;mouth still wet&#xA;your breath catching&#xA;like you were trying to apologize&#xA;with your hips&#xA;&#xA;i didn’t say a word&#xA;just slid down again&#xA;let my knees hit the floor&#xA;didn’t care if it hurt—&#xA;not when your thighs&#xA;were already shaking&#xA;&#xA;you tasted like skin and sweat&#xA;like the first tear into a mango’s flesh&#xA;juice running before i could swallow&#xA;and when you moaned—&#xA;low, throat-closed, helpless—&#xA;i knew&#xA;you’d let me ruin you&#xA;again&#xA;&#xA;after&#xA;we stayed still&#xA;your breath warm against my cheek&#xA;hands heavy on my shoulders&#xA;before you kissed my fingers&#xA;one by one&#xA;like they were the ones&#xA;that had started it&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#surfaces #holdings #queerness #fragments]]&gt;</description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>you pulled me back in
before i’d even stood all the way up
hand in my hair
mouth still wet
your breath catching
like you were trying to apologize
with your hips</p>

<p>i didn’t say a word
just slid down again
let my knees hit the floor
didn’t care if it hurt—
not when your thighs
were already shaking</p>

<p>you tasted like skin and sweat
like the first tear into a mango’s flesh
juice running before i could swallow
and when you moaned—
low, throat-closed, helpless—
i knew
you’d let me ruin you
again</p>

<p>after
we stayed still
your breath warm against my cheek
hands heavy on my shoulders
before you kissed my fingers
one by one
like they were the ones
that had started it</p>

<p><a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:tiohti%C3%A0ke" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">tiohtiàke</span></a>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 16 Aug 2025 23:10:19 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>held memory</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;held not as artefact&#xA;but as muscle memory.&#xA;a grip woven not to preserve—&#xA;to insist.&#xA;&#xA;this is not a still life.&#xA;it is breath, folded.&#xA;it is the echo of a sip&#xA;carried across generations&#xA;like a promise not yet emptied.&#xA;&#xA;not display,&#xA;but devotion.&#xA;not history,&#xA;but heat.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#holdings #fragments #surfaces #drift]]&gt;</description>
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<p>held not as artefact
but as muscle memory.
a grip woven not to preserve—
to insist.</p>

<p>this is not a still life.
it is breath, folded.
it is the echo of a sip
carried across generations
like a promise not yet emptied.</p>

<p>not display,
but devotion.
not history,
but heat.</p>

<p><a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:tiohti%C3%A0ke" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">tiohtiàke</span></a>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2025 23:10:45 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>too familiar to flinch</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;found on a walking sign, half peeled, half legible.&#xA;housing crisis? deport muslims.&#xA;unclear if it’s fascism or mockery.&#xA;as if that distinction ever mattered.&#xA;the horror isn’t the message —&#xA;it’s that it blends in.&#xA;nothing shocks.&#xA;just one more trace&#xA;in a city that trades blame for shelter,&#xA;displacement for safety,&#xA;violence for policy.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#traces #surfaces #refusals #drift]]&gt;</description>
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<p>found on a walking sign, half peeled, half legible.
<em>housing crisis? deport muslims.</em>
unclear if it’s fascism or mockery.
as if that distinction ever mattered.
the horror isn’t the message —
it’s that it blends in.
nothing shocks.
just one more trace
in a city that trades blame for shelter,
displacement for safety,
violence for policy.</p>

<p><a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:tiohti%C3%A0ke" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">tiohtiàke</span></a>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2025 01:24:03 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>structural quiet</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;rigs still hanging.&#xA;the crowd’s gone.&#xA;just light, angles,&#xA;and someone wrapping cables in the distance.&#xA;no urgency.&#xA;just the slow undoing&#xA;of what passed through.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#drift #traces #surfaces #fragments #blackness #refusals]]&gt;</description>
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<p>rigs still hanging.
the crowd’s gone.
just light, angles,
and someone wrapping cables in the distance.
no urgency.
just the slow undoing
of what passed through.</p>

<p><a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:tiohti%C3%A0ke" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">tiohtiàke</span></a>
<a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:drift" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">drift</span></a> <a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:traces" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">traces</span></a> <a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:surfaces" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">surfaces</span></a> <a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:fragments" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">fragments</span></a> <a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:blackness" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">blackness</span></a> <a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:refusals" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">refusals</span></a></p>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2025 16:45:40 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>heat and contradiction</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[steel and glass above me.&#xA;heat on the thighs.&#xA;watermelon trunks,&#xA;black towers,&#xA;a view that costs too much.&#xA;but i’m here anyway.&#xA;resting in the contradiction.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#drift #surfaces #blackness #fragments #holdings #refusals]]&gt;</description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img src="https://i.snap.as/51Zmp3He.jpeg" alt=""/>steel and glass above me.
heat on the thighs.
watermelon trunks,
black towers,
a view that costs too much.
but i’m here anyway.
resting in the contradiction.</p>

<p><a href="https://drift.vincentmousseau.net/tag:tiohti%C3%A0ke" class="hashtag"><span>#</span><span class="p-category">tiohtiàke</span></a>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2025 19:34:08 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>what grows anyway</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;l’art existe.&#xA;tucked between brutalist lines and fluorescent shadows.&#xA;not a declaration—&#xA;a reminder.&#xA;of what survives the structure.&#xA;of what glows anyway.&#xA;even in institutions.&#xA;especially in ruins.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#drift #traces #surfaces #refusals #fragments #holdings]]&gt;</description>
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<p><em>l’art existe</em>.
tucked between brutalist lines and fluorescent shadows.
not a declaration—
a reminder.
of what survives the structure.
of what glows anyway.
even in institutions.
especially in ruins.</p>

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      <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2025 15:58:49 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>in the light of our own making</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[&#xA;&#xA;i didn’t walk.&#xA;i sat in the first row, just close enough to feel the beat in my chest.&#xA;the floor glowed — not metaphorically, but actually.&#xA;light from above, sharp and circular, caught on the sweat of someone’s shoulder mid-dip.&#xA;it stayed there longer than expected.&#xA;&#xA;people were yelling. not words, just recognition.&#xA;you know the sound. &#xA;when a move is too precise, too smooth, too honest to be ignored.&#xA;someone hit the floor and bounced back like they never touched it.&#xA;a house name echoed.&#xA;as legend. as fact. as affirmation.&#xA;&#xA;i watched.&#xA;not from a distance, but from a place that knew how close it all is to disappearing.&#xA;how fast the lights go down.&#xA;how quickly the archive forgets us.&#xA;&#xA;a phone beside me was shaking: someone filming, their hands unable to stay still.&#xA;the dj looped a beat that rose from under the floor, not over it.&#xA;and in that moment, nothing was held back.&#xA;&#xA;i wasn’t walking.&#xA;but i was inside it.&#xA;inside the noise, the heat, the charge.&#xA;inside the circle of people screaming each other into aliveness.&#xA;&#xA;and that’s the thing.&#xA;this isn’t spectacle.&#xA;it’s communion.&#xA;it’s how we stay legible to each other.&#xA;&#xA;in the light of our own making.&#xA;again.&#xA;in the light of our own making.&#xA;again.&#xA;until the lights cut,&#xA;until the floor clears,&#xA;until the next time.&#xA;&#xA;tiohtiàke&#xA;#queerness #blackness #surfaces #holdings]]&gt;</description>
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<p>i didn’t walk.
i sat in the first row, just close enough to feel the beat in my chest.
the floor glowed — not metaphorically, but actually.
light from above, sharp and circular, caught on the sweat of someone’s shoulder mid-dip.
it stayed there longer than expected.</p>

<p>people were yelling. not words, just recognition.
you know the sound.
when a move is too precise, too smooth, too honest to be ignored.
someone hit the floor and bounced back like they never touched it.
a house name echoed.
as legend. as fact. as affirmation.</p>

<p>i watched.
not from a distance, but from a place that knew how close it all is to disappearing.
how fast the lights go down.
how quickly the archive forgets us.</p>

<p>a phone beside me was shaking: someone filming, their hands unable to stay still.
the dj looped a beat that rose from under the floor, not over it.
and in that moment, nothing was held back.</p>

<p>i wasn’t walking.
but i was inside it.
inside the noise, the heat, the charge.
inside the circle of people screaming each other into aliveness.</p>

<p>and that’s the thing.
this isn’t spectacle.
it’s communion.
it’s how we stay legible to each other.</p>

<p>in the light of our own making.
again.
in the light of our own making.
again.
until the lights cut,
until the floor clears,
until the next time.</p>

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      <pubDate>Sun, 25 May 2025 17:18:20 +0000</pubDate>
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